I’ve faced my fears. And I have beaten them with all my might. They are gone for good and I hope it stays that way. Even if they try to come back, I’ll be ready to face them once again. But for now, I will be glad that the fears will no longer affect me.
I sometimes think that I’m living in my own world. And everything around me is happening so quickly. And my social life is a hit or miss. I’m taking my time being an adult but sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever manage that at one point. And making friends is a bit difficult for me because The problem is that you don’t know who you can trust. I had this issue when I used to be on social media. I made some good friends but I also had to deal with some bad ones as well. And I was too addicted. I had to quit to break myself from it. It was for my own safety. And things have changed in the last few years. I’m doing other things now and at one point I’ll have to look back and think that I did what I had to do even if it had consequences. Talking to people online can be nice but, you don’t really know if they will be your friend or not. And after you quit social media or anything of the sort you feel more at ease. Even if people try to talk to you because they didn’t know that you quit, you feel like you don’t know what to do. Reply to them or don’t and opt out because you can’t figure out what to say after being gone for such a long time. I sometimes regret certain things. But.. there is nothing I can do about that. That is who I am. All I have to do is move on and hope for the best.
Sometimes, I think we are trapped in our own little world inside our heads. We have fears, goals, and other stuff as well. And we just want to break free from it. Be confident and go about on our adventures that will last a life time.
But something always has us holding back from doing so. Either it’s fear or something that we can’t let go of that haunts us to this very day.
We can break free from it. But we need the confidence and strength to do so. Don’t give up, because there is hope. Hope that you will fight whatever is holding you back. Because I believe that you can. And you will. I promise you that.
I’ve made some changes in my life and that means I can breathe easier. I’m no longer dealing with online drama anymore. Which is good. I won’t go into too much detail but it’s overwhelming for me to handle. However, trusting people is not my strong point. Because you don’t know what might happen. As long as you can trust me and I can trust you we should be okay. The problem with this is that they can be either a good friend or end up not being your friend anymore because of what they did. If you meet someone online, you are more likely to become their friend or just lose contact with them after a while. If you meet someone in real life it can go either way. I hope to find someone who will like me for who I am. And become my friend. I’m always scared. I want to make friends but I don’t know what the outcome will be and it kinda worries me a bit. Even though I am an adult. But I’m still dealing with problems of my own. That’s why I’m venting. And hopefully everything will be okay for me.
Words of wisdom for today: Be awesome. Always be awesome.