Sometimes, when I watch Miami Vice.. I always wonder what it would be like if I was in the show. Maybe I would train to be part of the police division Crockett and Tubbs are in, or maybe I’m just someone they saved from a fight.
But it would be pretty cool hanging out with two detectives. I mean, who wouldn’t?
Sometimes, I always think about my life in general and how it evolved over the course of the years. There were ups and downs along the way but I always manage to pull through and continue living my life.
But as I grow up, I sometimes feel like everything is changing. I’m becoming more mature, and responsible for what I do.
However, I have these thoughts about what I am going to do in the near future. Maybe find a part time job, find an apartment.. things like that.
I don’t feel ready to live in an apartment yet. I’m used to staying where I am. Its a bit scary thinking about moving to a new place.
And sometimes I don’t like change either. I prefer staying in my own environment and being around the family and friends I care about most.
Even if I don’t talk to my friends very often. I want to go and make friends but I have a hard time doing so because I fear that people will judge me for who I am and what I like and such.
But maybe if I am with the right kind of people I’ll become friends with them. Or well, someone they can talk to if they are having problems or they just need a shoulder to cry on.
I’m a friendly person who is willing to do anything. I guess the one thing I’m afraid of is seeing something bad happen in front of my eyes.
And well, I’ll blame myself for it. Just like Dean Winchester.
I like to write stories because you can write anything you want. Just brainstorm some ideas you want to use for your story and see if it works or not. The important things in a story are the plot, the settings, the characters and the location.
The title is the most important one too. Depending on the genre of the story make sure the title of the story makes sense.. or at least has some elements from that genre itself.
Sometimes, my stories are either from one of my favorite tv shows or something I just came up with. I prefer writing with some action/adventure elements thrown into the mix.
But when It comes to writing stories from your favorite tv show, make sure to have some elements from that show. If its Supernatural, Monsters and Hunting should be included.
If its any other show, use those elements from the show you are going to write about.
As for the characters, it depends on the story itself. And also If you want to interact with them or not. And if the characters are going to work together to save the day or just want to hang around and party all day.
Or unless you want the characters to fight crime and stop the bad guys from doing what they want to do. The world is your oyster. Use your brain and creativity to write the story.
Take your time writing your story and don’t rush it. Take all the time you need, even if you have to take a break if you are stuck on the story itself.
I always have these dreams about being in one of my favorite TV Shows. And the plot centers around the situation that is going on and sometimes the explaining can be a bit tricky since in the dreams I have I always say that I’m from a different universe.
Like in the French Mistake episode where Sam and Dean are transported into our world and they get back safe and sound. So its like that, but reversed. I’m from a different universe which is our world and I get sent into a different universe depending on what TV Show I get sent to.
Usually the explanation varies on what TV Show’s universe I am sent into in the dream itself. If Its Supernatural it has something to do with a spell or a creature being involved.
If its any other show then I have to think of how I got into that TV Show’s universe. And depending on the dream, I can return back at the end of the dream or just stay in that TV Show’s universe until I am ready to head back thus ending the dream for now.
So kinda like a cliffhanger or ending the dream for now until I am ready to re visit it again. I guess you can say its something that keeps me calm and relaxed.
And the best part is that even though the characters don’t exist in real life, you can imagine them in your head while your dreaming and have one awesome adventure.
Yeah, adventures. Lots of adventures. Saving the world, Solving a case, Going to new locations. the dreams you have expand your horizons. And I like that alot.
Learning a new language can be either easy or difficult depending on what language you want to learn. I tried learning German once but I stopped because I lost interest in learning it.
I’m interested in learning French though since it seems like an easy language to learn even though there is alot to go through before I can actually speak it fully.
I just have to practice the language and try my best in doing so.
But on the plus side, once I’m done learning how to speak French I’ll be a bilingual. Which is someone who knows how to speak two languages.
Anyway, thats all from me. Merci, and Au Revoir.
I guess sometimes there are things that you can’t let go. Even if you want to let go of them, they refuse to leave. Almost as if they are clinging onto you like a piece of string. I have a hard time of letting things go.
Mostly because I have been through those times where you can’t let go. You need all of that energy to do so.. and it may take time to let that happen.
Even though I am an adult, there are things that are difficult to let go. I somehow still feel like a kid/teen trapped in an adult’s mind and body. Because its troubling for me to let my kid and teen self go.
I’m learning about new things but the trouble is that I am worried about failing or losing my confidence and breaking down crying because I am scared of doing things on my own. I know I have done other things on my own but there are other things that I can’t handle.
All I want to do is to do this course without having to stress or worry about it. But even if I want to, there is always something to worry about in the end. And I hate that so much. I just want to go through with it and do my best.
I must do this. For my parents, and myself. I will do it and get it done. No more worrying. No more stressing out.. I just want to do this course. My first.. actual online course.