The one problem I don’t like with myself is that, even if I do my best, I get worried that I have to start over from scratch. But the problem is that time is usually not on my side. Most of the time, I don’t pay attention and just sit there staring at my computer.
And well, with something like this, I think its a negative trait. I don’t pay attention very often and when I do, my brain is focused on paying attention to one thing at a time. Because if it pays attention to other things, my brain will just forget what it is actually focusing on.
Whenever I write a story, I always try to figure out what to add to make the story more action packed or interesting.
Because without any adventure or action it wouldn’t be a story it would be more of an incomplete story.
And you have to make sure the story has the right words or sentence. You don’t want a jumbled up story with only using simple words or words you use over and over again. One example is the word would.
The word can be easily used many times, but it can get annoying pretty quickly. So maybe use it once, then use other words to make the sentence much easier to read for the reader.
And make sure the story is proof read before you do anything else. You may have to fix any errors or someone will point it out for you if you decide to send it to a test audience first to let them read it.
I sometimes have a hard time focusing on things since I am always doing too many things at once. I want to focus on one thing, and I think the only way to do that is to just completely tune out the other things I am doing and focusing on one thing only.
Because if I don’t do that, I’ll end up not finishing what I really want to do. So hopefully I’ll do that during my french course. If that doesn’t work, then I can confirm that its actually me not focusing on it at all.
If I can do that between now and March I won’t have to worry. The french course ends on March 9th, so that will give me alot of time to do what I have to do until then.
Assignments, Practicing the Audio Tracks 2-3 times every day, Recording the audio tracks, everything else included. And I actually signed up for this because I want to do it. I have to keep reminding myself that.
But most of the time I think that I am just here for the course just to get myself stressed out for no reason. Its not a freebie, I am here to do it for a reason and I’ll have to push myself to do it. Not the best method but I want to focus on this.
I just hope the idea I had in mind works out in the end.
Sometimes, when I watch Miami Vice.. I always wonder what it would be like if I was in the show. Maybe I would train to be part of the police division Crockett and Tubbs are in, or maybe I’m just someone they saved from a fight.
But it would be pretty cool hanging out with two detectives. I mean, who wouldn’t?
Sometimes, I always think about my life in general and how it evolved over the course of the years. There were ups and downs along the way but I always manage to pull through and continue living my life.
But as I grow up, I sometimes feel like everything is changing. I’m becoming more mature, and responsible for what I do.
However, I have these thoughts about what I am going to do in the near future. Maybe find a part time job, find an apartment.. things like that.
I don’t feel ready to live in an apartment yet. I’m used to staying where I am. Its a bit scary thinking about moving to a new place.
And sometimes I don’t like change either. I prefer staying in my own environment and being around the family and friends I care about most.
Even if I don’t talk to my friends very often. I want to go and make friends but I have a hard time doing so because I fear that people will judge me for who I am and what I like and such.
But maybe if I am with the right kind of people I’ll become friends with them. Or well, someone they can talk to if they are having problems or they just need a shoulder to cry on.
I’m a friendly person who is willing to do anything. I guess the one thing I’m afraid of is seeing something bad happen in front of my eyes.
And well, I’ll blame myself for it. Just like Dean Winchester.
I like to write stories because you can write anything you want. Just brainstorm some ideas you want to use for your story and see if it works or not. The important things in a story are the plot, the settings, the characters and the location.
The title is the most important one too. Depending on the genre of the story make sure the title of the story makes sense.. or at least has some elements from that genre itself.
Sometimes, my stories are either from one of my favorite tv shows or something I just came up with. I prefer writing with some action/adventure elements thrown into the mix.
But when It comes to writing stories from your favorite tv show, make sure to have some elements from that show. If its Supernatural, Monsters and Hunting should be included.
If its any other show, use those elements from the show you are going to write about.
As for the characters, it depends on the story itself. And also If you want to interact with them or not. And if the characters are going to work together to save the day or just want to hang around and party all day.
Or unless you want the characters to fight crime and stop the bad guys from doing what they want to do. The world is your oyster. Use your brain and creativity to write the story.
Take your time writing your story and don’t rush it. Take all the time you need, even if you have to take a break if you are stuck on the story itself.
I always have these dreams about being in one of my favorite TV Shows. And the plot centers around the situation that is going on and sometimes the explaining can be a bit tricky since in the dreams I have I always say that I’m from a different universe.
Like in the French Mistake episode where Sam and Dean are transported into our world and they get back safe and sound. So its like that, but reversed. I’m from a different universe which is our world and I get sent into a different universe depending on what TV Show I get sent to.
Usually the explanation varies on what TV Show’s universe I am sent into in the dream itself. If Its Supernatural it has something to do with a spell or a creature being involved.
If its any other show then I have to think of how I got into that TV Show’s universe. And depending on the dream, I can return back at the end of the dream or just stay in that TV Show’s universe until I am ready to head back thus ending the dream for now.
So kinda like a cliffhanger or ending the dream for now until I am ready to re visit it again. I guess you can say its something that keeps me calm and relaxed.
And the best part is that even though the characters don’t exist in real life, you can imagine them in your head while your dreaming and have one awesome adventure.
Yeah, adventures. Lots of adventures. Saving the world, Solving a case, Going to new locations. the dreams you have expand your horizons. And I like that alot.
Learning a new language can be either easy or difficult depending on what language you want to learn. I tried learning German once but I stopped because I lost interest in learning it.
I’m interested in learning French though since it seems like an easy language to learn even though there is alot to go through before I can actually speak it fully.
I just have to practice the language and try my best in doing so.
But on the plus side, once I’m done learning how to speak French I’ll be a bilingual. Which is someone who knows how to speak two languages.
Anyway, thats all from me. Merci, and Au Revoir.
I guess sometimes there are things that you can’t let go. Even if you want to let go of them, they refuse to leave. Almost as if they are clinging onto you like a piece of string. I have a hard time of letting things go.
Mostly because I have been through those times where you can’t let go. You need all of that energy to do so.. and it may take time to let that happen.
Even though I am an adult, there are things that are difficult to let go. I somehow still feel like a kid/teen trapped in an adult’s mind and body. Because its troubling for me to let my kid and teen self go.
I’m learning about new things but the trouble is that I am worried about failing or losing my confidence and breaking down crying because I am scared of doing things on my own. I know I have done other things on my own but there are other things that I can’t handle.
All I want to do is to do this course without having to stress or worry about it. But even if I want to, there is always something to worry about in the end. And I hate that so much. I just want to go through with it and do my best.
I must do this. For my parents, and myself. I will do it and get it done. No more worrying. No more stressing out.. I just want to do this course. My first.. actual online course.
To be honest, I really don’t understand about having 200 friends on Roblox. I mean, if its for popularity or something of the sort thats fine but.. i mean, it sounds a bit crazy having that many friends.
Besides, you may not talk to a majority of them at all. And I think you may end up having to clean your friends list if you have that many friends. I try to keep my friends list as low as possible since I don’t want to reach 200 friends.
Sometimes I think the people who do have 200 friends on Roblox will just lose contact with you or end up not responding to you at all. Even if you do say Hi, you will either get a response or you will not get a response.
I think those kinds of people that have so many friends its like.. well, I guess to put in it a way they rather hang out with other people instead of you. I think I may have one of those problems where I want to talk to a friend, but I feel like they pretty much forgotten about me or they just want to play with their other friends.
I know Roblox is a kid’s game and I still play it its just that.. over time people will change and will prefer to hang out with other people. Its kinda like school, you want to hang out with your friends but they exclude you from their group since they don’t want you hanging around with them anymore.
This is really up to you if you want to remove the person with over 200 friends from your friends list. It seems a bit harsh but.. if you don’t talk to them very often or you just want to clean out your friends list then the choice is yours.
Yeah, this post was Roblox related. I love playing the game its just that when you meet people at one point in the game, just keep in mind that you will become friends then over the course of time you will lose contact with them.
Or just not end up talking to them in general. That’s how it works pretty much. Just don’t blame yourself if you choose to do this because you are yourself. You can have your own group of friends to hang out with. I guess thats what makes Roblox.. well an enjoyable game.